tryna be true.

This day, after the day I've been truu, I'd decided, 

I would've stayed, instead people just says that it's a fear to move..

for me, wanting to stay, it's different than being afraid to go.

I just don't want to go through it all again,

I don't want to wonder if someone's gonna hurts to know me, or worse,

if I have to save theirs (happiness/hopes),

(Disclaimer)

I just want things to be normal,

and normal is out there somewhere, I just have to find it.

Written on, 

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Yogyakarta, October 31, 2021.